I’ve been putting off writing an entry for quite some time. In my last entry, I anticipated some complications and they’ve appeared in some form or fashion. So here goes …

Well, Dan and I had it out, in a manner of speaking. Everything that I’ve been keeping inside about this came out, and not in a way I would have liked. The conversation basically became a stalemate and was to the point where neither of us could come up with a solution. He said that if I needed to talk to him, all I had to do is pick up a phone. While this may be true, I don’t really feel close enough to him to tell him things anymore. He abandoned me … just like whats-her-name. (It’s funny, what he hates, he himself becomes.) I don’t have the time or the ability, or even the need to “tag along” anymore. So I’ve decided to just cut the cord and move on. One very important lesson I’ve learned from this is that I’m the only one I can truly count on.

The musical is finally going really well. Tomorrow is our first dress rehearsal. I can’t wait. It’s so nice to see something you’ve worked very hard on come to fruition.

During the musical, I met a girl named Sharon. She’s a sophomore and seems really great. She’s Mormon. I don’t know enough about this to really decide if it’s a pro or con, but it really doesn’t matter. I’ve been talking to her and stuff like that. It’s cool.

I had another “experience” with [name omitted] after the jazz concert a couple of weeks ago. She’s still hung on her ex, and because of this, I’m apprehensive about trying for an actual relationship with her. I really don’t know what to think about this. I’ve been bouncing some ideas back and forth, but haven’t been able to come up with an answer yet. I guess I’ll just see what happens.

Something I’ve been thinking about just recently is Amy. I hope she’s ok. I’m really kinda worried about her. I’m going to really make an effort to get in touch with her this week.

Just rolling with the punches …