I’ve never been this tired in my entire life. The events of last night have left me groggy and uneasy.

I don’t know what’s gonna go on with [name omitted]. She talked to me a little bit today at lunch, but other than that, we haven’t spoken. When we did, we certainly didn’t talk about last night.

Something tells me that nothing meaningful will come out of the events of last night, and that it will be the last time anything happens between her and I. I love what we’ve been doing, but it’s not enough for me. I can’t have something purely physical, no matter how appealing it is. I need to find something substantial.

Unfortunately, the rest of the day is a blank to me. I need rest.