Today, I took the day off and thought a lot about yesterday and about my past in general. I decided that I am no longer going to let my past hurt me or harm me anymore, especially since Jamie and I are so great together, and I don’t want to mess that up.

I talked to Jamie tonight about it, and she said that my decision was very mature. I’m just tired of feeling bad about things I can’t change. So I’m not going to anymore. That’s it.

Other than that, things went well today. I just needed some time to clear my head …