Tonight, I received the following e-mail from Jenn in response to an entry:

From: “Jennifer Van Ort”
To: [email protected]
Subject: WOW
Date: Sun, 13 May 2001 23:57:54 -0600

No- the subject message is not even a good wow. I just got through reading your journals online and am shocked and amazed. Regardless of the fact that I have thought about you continuously since you brought up Gorrillas a couple weeks ago and I really was finally starting to trust you and buy all your stupid lines and feelings, however, now the reality and truth comes out. The wow comes from how shocked I am that someone could be so full of crap and hurt me so much. Yeah you get the prize for biggest asshole in my life at this point in time considering your hypocrisy towards hating people that use you and very obviously turning around and using me. Thanks for making me feel life the scum of the earth and stealing away all self-confidence I had as well as the confidence I had in the entire male population. Guess you really don’t have it too bad since there is apparently no big dilemma going on in your personal life right now. If there is it obviously has nothing to do with me and it never really has, has it? I should have trusted my instinct in the beginning and stayed away from you!!!

Hurt and ashamed thanks to you,


Hmm…. my intent was not to mock or make fun of her at all, but she can take it for what it’s worth. I sent her an e-mail explaining this… I guess we’ll see what happens.