Today was rather strange. I suppose that it was, for the most part, one like any other. That is, until rehearsal. Megan was being … well, mean would be the only way to describe it. While we usually act like junior-highers around each other, there was something different about the way she was treating me. For the first time (at least that I can remember), she was actually projecting anger toward me. I really had no idea why.

So I went to Natalie, and then to Jake. Between the two of them, I found out that Megan had seen Zhanna and I in the car yesterday. And she was pissed. Soon after rehearsal started, Megan left to run an errand, and I was left confused.

After rehearsal, Joel called. He asked me to come over to his house right away. Without even asking why, I did. I spent the next several hours trying to help him with his problems with his girlfriend. During this time, I constantly thought about Megan, and what I would do to fix this.

After things were somewhat calmed with Joel, I called Megan. And although I didn’t intend to come across as hostile, I think I did. We spent the next hour or so going back and forth. I told her that I wouldn’t leave her alone until she told me while she was so angry with me. After much pestering on my part, she finally admitted to me that she liked me. And for the first time, I admitted the same to her. It became slightly awkward at this point, but we continued to talk …

That is, until Zhanna called. Because I was talking to Megan on Joel’s phone, she heard my entire conversation with Zhanna on my phone. Abruptly, she said that she needed to go. I told her that I would talk to her soon. Zhanna needed a ride home. Joel was pretty much okay by this time, so I left to pick up Zhanna.

After dropping Zhanna off, I drove home. I was incredibly tired, and even though I knew more about my current situation, I was more confused than ever.