Chris Lanphear A thirty-something trying to find my way.

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It seems as if the person whose name can no longer be mentioned on this site is up to their tricks again. (Longtime readers of this tome will know exactly who I’m talking about … if you don’t, sorry.) I’m really getting sick of this, and I wish they would just go on with their […]

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During 3rd hour, I finally tracked down Zhanna and talked to her. Basically, I told her that I felt that I was being used, and I didn’t appreciate it. Over the course of the next half-hour or so, she basically convinced me that everything was my fault (!), and that she didn’t want a relationship […]

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The only thing that I had to look forward to today was the play. That got blown to shit really quick. Dan came to the show early and I talked to him for a while. He told me that Jason was happy with Zhanna, and I took it as well as I could. Once the […]

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Right after 2nd hour, Zhanna asked if I could take her somewhere during 3rd hour. I told her that I would be happy to … even though this would be yet another day that I would ditch Brit. Lit. But I didn’t care. A couple of days earlier, I had been talking with Buffy, and […]

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Second night of dress rehearsal for The Shadow Box. Things have been going okay, I guess. What’s interesting, though, is not what happened on stage. During the 1st act, I had been hanging out with Megan in the green room. There was nobody in there (uhh … no, it’s not going there). However, we did […]

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[ Author’s Note: Seeing as how it’s been a while since I’ve written, I will attempt to tell only about those events that are truly important. So forgive me if the following seems to skip around.] Things with Sharon have basically gone stagnate. A few days after the conference, I apologized to her for what […]

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The 2000 Colorado State Thespian Conference. I was really excited about it, and I was glad I was going. As I anticipated, it proved to be anything but boring. Thursday We got to Denver at about 6:30. The first show, One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest, was at 8. We checked into the Downtown Denver […]

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Some things are starting to clear themselves out. It’s so confusing, though … I wasn’t fired. I had a meeting with Dr. Radcliff today about my job and the whole situation. When I told him that I might still resign, he was visibly not happy. He told me that he didn’t think that I wanted […]

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Some days it really doesn’t pay to get out of bed. This is, at least for me, very rarely the case. Today happened to be one of those, though … Things with her finally overflowed. I’m in a lot of trouble now. She wants nothing to do with me, which I completely understand. In hindsight, […]

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So Matt approaches me after Singers and says that Sharon was mad at him for “warning me about her.” I told him that I didn’t mention his name when I told her that people were “warning” me. He seemed to be fine with that. At lunch, I saw Sharon and told her that I needed […]

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