Chris Lanphear A thirty-something trying to find my way.

Tag / longing

[ Author’s Note: Recently, I found the following entries in a book in my room. These were written between May 5, 2000 and June 5, 2000, and deal with Jamie and how I was feeling at the time about that situation. Seeing as this was so long ago, I will attempt to make no explainations […]

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It feels as if I’m alone in the world now. My supposed best friend Erik doesnt care. It happens to the best of us. But I deserve everything I’m getting. The ones that rely on me in their hour of need are nowhere to be found. I don’t know what to do. I hate myself […]

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Well, I have really fucked up now. When I last wrote, I thought that Amy knew about the events of the party Monday night. But she didn’t… until yesterday morning. She had heard about the party, but she didn’t hear about what I did yesterday. So we broke up. I honestly dont think that I’ve […]

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