Chris Lanphear A thirty-something trying to find my way.

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I’ve been waiting for this for the past 16 days, and now it’s here! Megan is back home and I couldn’t be happier. The only problem is that now she has Field Hockey practice, and it’s gonna take up some of her time. But right now, it’s in the mornings, so she has the rest […]

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Well, she didn’t waste any time…. From: “Jennifer Van Ort” To: [email protected] Subject: Re: WOW Date: Mon, 14 May 2001 21:54:26 -0600 Chris- As stupid as it is that I am e-mailing you instead of talking to you in person feel I should explain myself and since it is too late to call you and […]

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Short Answer: The Best Night of My Entire Life. Long Answer: Hmm … where can I begin? Well, I spent the majority of the day getting ready for things. Since I was taking Megan in my mom’s van, I went to go wash it (the van, not Megan). The only problem with this was that […]

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Last night, I decided to go to Jenn’s brother’s party (Megan had gone to see “The Mummy Returns” with Jake). We just hung out for a while, talking and spreading sexual innuendo everywhere. It doesn’t take a whole lot of alcohol to get me drunk, but I did get quite a bit tipsy. Eventually, the […]

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After school today, Jenn and I finally talked about what happened in January … Sidenote: Since I’ve previously failed to explain this when it actually happened, I might as well attempt to try it now. So here goes …   During “Gorillas in Our Midst,” I had been told by fellow Singer (and friend) Matt […]

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I was pissed at Megan today. At lunch, she seemed to just ignore me. And I let her know I was pissed. But something didn’t seem right. After lunch, I thought about it a lot. But I had nothing to go on. I was pissed, but I didn’t take into account that she was sick […]

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[ Author’s Note: Recently, I found the following entries in a book in my room. These were written between May 5, 2000 and June 5, 2000, and deal with Jamie and how I was feeling at the time about that situation. Seeing as this was so long ago, I will attempt to make no explainations […]

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Tonight, Megan and I ran the rental/show for SAVA (Sexual Assault Victims Advocates). It was a play that dealt with sexual assualt, rape, and stuff like that. The show was very moving. So much, in fact, that it helped me to face a few things myself. I told Megan that I felt useless. For once, […]

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Today was Megan and I’s 2 month anniversary. So I guess it was providence that these latest events had to happen yesterday. I woke up feeling pretty bad about yesterday. Woke up is a stretch … I don’t think I ever actually went to sleep. Anyway, after working on my geography work for a while, […]

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Good god! I’m a dumbass. More on that later … Today was rather indifferent. A Monday like any other. Short Fiction is so completely boring … but it’s easy, so I guess I shouldn’t be complaining. After school, Megan asked me if I was going to the movie night at Collins. She’s in AP US […]

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