Second night of dress rehearsal for The Shadow Box. Things have been going okay, I guess. What’s interesting, though, is not what happened on stage.

During the 1st act, I had been hanging out with Megan in the green room. There was nobody in there (uhh … no, it’s not going there). However, we did start talking. I told her about how I was sad about Sharon losing interest in me, and we talked about Lizzy too. We also talked a little bit about Her. Needless to say, by Intermission, we were both kinda sad.

There was a point during intermission when I was the only one in the green room because Megan had to go take care of the curtain. Sharon walked in and asked about something. After I answered, I added something like “well, this is strange considering that you haven’t talked to me in a while.” Bad idea. We got into a huge fight that many of the cast and crew heard as they were walking through the green room.

It basically ended with her getting pissed off because she said I was the one that started ignoring her, and that she just wrote me off. Then she walked off mad. I was really hurt.

Megan comes back in. I just sat with her and she held me as it sank in just how much I had fucked up.

Sharon comes back out and said that she was calm. So I took her out in the hallway and we talked. I ended up making her late for “Places” but we said we would talk after the show.

I told Kristine I would take Sharon home. After the show was over, we sat in my car and resolved things between us. Unfortunately, she’s now involved with someone else, so what was between us is up in the air indefinitely. Unfortunately.