As far as general life is concerned, things are going pretty well. Today was the last day of the large group vocal music festival at Rocky. Jamie’s choir performed yesterday and they did well.

But then …

I saw Stephanie. The love of my life that I haven’t seen in almost two years. Appears again. I couldn’t believe it. Much like Amy did and still does, she stared at me while she was walking around Rocky with Shauna. And when I saw her perform, it brought back so many feelings.

And I didn’t hide it very well as far as Jamie is concerned. She knew that something was bothering me. And, after much of her begging, I finally told her. And then we just talked for about the next hour. That’s just one of the things that draws me to her: she listens — and understands.

Even though we had talked, I still had felt pretty weird when I went home. We talked some more tonight, and it helps. But I still have a lot to think about …