Well, not too much has happened this week, at least that’s out of the ordinary …

Megan’s Field Hockey team actually won a game, 2-0! I was so proud of her …

After the game, Jake locked his keys in his car, and Megan and I took him to get his spare. After we took him back to Preston (where the game was), we left so Megan could take me to get my car (I was already late for OpenStage rehearsal). She was upset because she wanted to spend the evening with me, and that had been “ruined” because of what had happened with Jake. I got *extremely* pissed, and I started really yelling at her …

Let’s just say that it wasn’t good. Anyway, we got to Rocky and talked for a while, straightened things out, and went to rehearsal together. Richard was fine with my being late, so everything was cool …

Sidebar: For a while, Megan has been telling me that she’s gonna quit Rocky theatre because she’s tired of the treatment there … which I both support and oppose. It’s been weird, because I’m glad that she would quit — that means that we’ll be able to spend more time together. On the flip side, I’m sad for her because I know that it’s something she really loves to do.

So, during rehearsal, she told me that she was reading the script for “The Curious Savage,” the play that RMHS is doing this spring, and that she was going to do a set design for it as part of her portfolio for the Thespian Conference. I said, “I told you so,” because I knew from the onset that she wouldn’t really quit theatre. So, after rehearsal, we got into a fight because of it. We sat in the car, and I told her why I felt the way I did. Basically: I’m having a hard time dealing with the failure that has been my participation in Rocky theatre, and part of it is because of her.

We talked about it for a while, and came to the resolution (of sorts) that things would get better. It’s just that failing at anything is *very* hard for me to deal with, so it’s gonna take some time.

Aside from that, it’s been a pretty mild week. Megan and I are still fighting off and on, and hopefully, it will pass …

Jake’s coming over in a little bit, and then we’re gonna go to the game with Megan. Let’s hope the weekend goes better than the week.