Chris Lanphear A thirty-something trying to find my way.

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I’ve been struggling to find the right words since that night. I’m not sure I have any more now. I feel much like a drowning victim — gasping for air, fighting and clawing for something, anything — and yet, finding nothing. I could spend the next several hours writing, rewriting, erasing and yet still rewriting, […]

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You know that you care for someone … so much so that sometimes you feel that your heart, your soul, perhaps even your entire being will explode from this thing, this feeling that seems as if it’s too big for you to hold. You know that you have done things for her that have forced […]

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