Today went well. I’m spending the night at my friend Dan’s tomorrow night. So, needless to say, there will be no entry tomorrow. I am trying to plan my classes for next year, and I’m drawing a blank. Luckily, I have until the 15th to decide. I’m interested in working on TV production w/ Mr. Clark. Hopefully, that will work out.

I talked a little bit more with Tiffany. I guess that she did some things with someone last night at the basketball game, despite the fact that she has a boyfriend. We came to the conclusion that she must not value her relationship with her boyfriend as much as she thinks she does. This same thing happened with Amy and I. The night of the party @ Chuck E Cheese’s, I flirted heavily with Rachael. At the time, I didn’t value my girlfriend as much as I should have. That, of course, was the start of my problems.

And now she’s leaving forever. I am very sad … If I had it my way, she wouldn’t even have to leave. But if I really had it my way, we’d still be together, too. I miss her a little bit as my girlfriend. But I miss her so much more as my friend. I talked with her today. She says that she’s doing okay. But the effects of her life (marriage, moving) are really showing through. And I guess Mike isn’t talking to her now. God, I wish there was something I could do. I am ready and willing to be his friend. I just wish he would be mine.

Til next time, America …