Each time I record an entry in this journal, I contemplate if this will be my last entry. I am simply fed up with my pathetic excuse for a life. As if things weren’t bad enough on my own, it appears that Mike and Amy are going to get back together. At least that’s what Nicole has told me. But oddly enough, each time I saw Amy today, she seemed extremely unhappy. I don’t know.
It appears that the thing with Rachael won’t work. She seems to be either interested in someone else or just not with me. But that’s okay. I think that I’m going to try and persue Linsey again. Despite all the problems she has caused me and what some of my friends say, there’s something that draws me to her. And it’s not just sex, either, although that’s what it was in the beginning. But something else, I’m not quite sure.