Chris Lanphear A thirty-something trying to find my way.

Tag / friendship

Okay, so my car is still dead (FUCK!) … So my dad had to take me to work today. The only problem with this was that he took me at 5 o’clock in the morning! So I went into the classroom and played around on the internet for a while, played Super Mario, and watched […]

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Okay, so last night really, really sucked … On the way to the game, Megan mentioned talking to Natalie and Amy while we were there. I don’t know why, but something in me just snapped. As we got to the game, Megan walked away and said she was going home. Both of us were *pissed*. […]

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Megan had said she wanted to go to the OpenStage award picnic, so we went to that. On the way there, we got into a fight about how she never wanted to spend time with Jake (or anyone else) anymore, and I got upset. We (or rather, I) had invited Jake to go with us, […]

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Today was the first day of school … so I haven’t had anything to do. Something I forgot to mention yesterday, just in case it had a chance in hell of happening (which it didn’t), I interviewed with Mrs. Parker for the Rocky Technical Director position yesterday. She was very diplomatic about it, even though […]

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Jake wanted to hang out with me today, so he came and picked me up. We went around to some CD stores, looking for the Hackers soundtracks and the Jay and Silent Bob CD. Then we decided to go and visit Megan’s hockey practice at the old Fort Collins High School. We sat there for […]

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[Author’s Note: This entry has three parts. This is Part 2.] Goodbye … How sad. The majority of the people I’ve come to know within the past three (and for some, six or more) years will be people that I will never see again. Generally: To those of you that I love, goodbye and God […]

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For the last few days, I’ve been helping my friend Dan out with some things. Suffice his issues to say that I was basically the only friend he had left. Anyway, he had been pretty down about it and he came to me. I was glad to help him, partly because I didn’t want him […]

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I needed time to collect my thoughts today. Now that the “competition” is over, I find myself thinking more about Megan. There are so many ways I could screw this up. I don’t know if it’s worth it to fuck up another one of my friendships. On top of that, I’m not that confident in […]

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The only thing that I had to look forward to today was the play. That got blown to shit really quick. Dan came to the show early and I talked to him for a while. He told me that Jason was happy with Zhanna, and I took it as well as I could. Once the […]

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After school today, the auditions for the Spring Play, The Clumsy Custard Horror Show, were held. Megan and I sat in the light booth during the auditions, watching them and making fun of the participants. It was great. Then we started talking. We both agree that things had changed since we confessed our feelings for […]

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