Chris Lanphear A thirty-something trying to find my way.

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What a long day. I’m so tired. Madrigal Dinner rehearsal was last night, and it took until about 10pm. By the time I got home, I really didn’t feel like doing much, even though I had a paper due today in Parker’s class. Because of this, I ended up ditching 4TH hour. Mrs. Parker wasn’t […]

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[ Author’s Note: Seeing as how it’s been a while since I’ve written, I will attempt to tell only about those events that are truly important. So forgive me if the following seems to skip around.] Things with Sharon have basically gone stagnate. A few days after the conference, I apologized to her for what […]

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I’ve never been this tired in my entire life. The events of last night have left me groggy and uneasy. I don’t know what’s gonna go on with [name omitted]. She talked to me a little bit today at lunch, but other than that, we haven’t spoken. When we did, we certainly didn’t talk about […]

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Start of 2nd Term. Oh my god! One quarter of my senior year gone. Seems as if it can’t go fast enough. I’m trying to relish it, though. Like Singers. I thank my lucky stars everyday that I’m in the best choir in Colorado. It’s been my dream for so long. I still can’t believe […]

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Some days it really doesn’t pay to get out of bed. This is, at least for me, very rarely the case. Today happened to be one of those, though … Things with her finally overflowed. I’m in a lot of trouble now. She wants nothing to do with me, which I completely understand. In hindsight, […]

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So Matt approaches me after Singers and says that Sharon was mad at him for “warning me about her.” I told him that I didn’t mention his name when I told her that people were “warning” me. He seemed to be fine with that. At lunch, I saw Sharon and told her that I needed […]

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Slept until about 4pm today. Been thinking a lot about things, mostly Sharon. Also, I’m really sad that the musical is over. At the same time, I’m very relieved. I honestly didn’t realize how fun of a time it was until after it was over. Now it’s time to start on “The Shadow Box”. Sharon […]

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[Insert loss of breath here] Okay, so I get home at about midnight last night after I took Jon home from Perkins. Needless to say, I was very tired. After notes during 4th hour, I decided to take a nap in the Green Room. I had probably been asleep for about an hour when I […]

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[Insert hyperventilation here] Oh my god! What a high! I can’t believe the feeling. It’s so good; it’s obvious that I can’t put it into words. Aside from a couple of little problems (like no thunder @ the beginning), we did pretty well. We’ve got many areas to improve on, and we will tomorrow night. […]

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Here we are. One more night before the opening of Once On This Island. One more chance to get it right before we have a packed house. God, my stress level is getting increasingly higher. I think things will go well, though; I’m really excited. Sharon and I have been flirting pretty heavily in the […]

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