Chris Lanphear A thirty-something trying to find my way.

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We spent most of the early day laying together in the basement. I called my mom and told her that I had decided to stay at Jake’s last night. She bought it, hook, line and sinker. It couldn’t have worked out better. Once we finally got up, we went to visit Jake at Juice Stop. […]

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I ended up going to Rocky at about 1:30 (it was over at 2). Afterwards, Megan and I sat around, trying to decide what to do. She told me that her family was going away for the weekend. I didn’t know what to think about it. I certainly didn’t want to be forward about our […]

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The Singers auditions were tonight. Great timing, huh? Anyway, I had to stay for them, being a senior and all. They started at 6 and went until 10. Lots of fun … But before that, I had decided to do something nice for Megan, it being Valentine’s. So I went to the store to buy […]

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I needed time to collect my thoughts today. Now that the “competition” is over, I find myself thinking more about Megan. There are so many ways I could screw this up. I don’t know if it’s worth it to fuck up another one of my friendships. On top of that, I’m not that confident in […]

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The majority of the day is a blur to me. But today, the tech lead applications were due for the Clumsy Custard show. On mine, I wrote a note to Parker basically saying that I wanted a higher-up position because I had the experience and knowledge to do so. She has always criticized my nature […]

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After school today, the auditions for the Spring Play, The Clumsy Custard Horror Show, were held. Megan and I sat in the light booth during the auditions, watching them and making fun of the participants. It was great. Then we started talking. We both agree that things had changed since we confessed our feelings for […]

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For the past three days, I’ve been confined to my bed – 24/7. It hasn’t been extremely fun. On top of my coming down with the flu, I haven’t been able to feel my arms. The latter is completely my fault, though. On Tuesday afternoon, I was lifting in the Rocky athletic center. The only […]

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Today was rather strange. I suppose that it was, for the most part, one like any other. That is, until rehearsal. Megan was being … well, mean would be the only way to describe it. While we usually act like junior-highers around each other, there was something different about the way she was treating me. […]

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Kevin stayed the night at my house last night, since we didn’t have to go to school today. We got up pretty late, around noon. My dad had told me that Zhanna had called. By this time, I had decided to forget about her, being that she had basically screwed me over twice, and I […]

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Second night of dress rehearsal for The Shadow Box. Things have been going okay, I guess. What’s interesting, though, is not what happened on stage. During the 1st act, I had been hanging out with Megan in the green room. There was nobody in there (uhh … no, it’s not going there). However, we did […]

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